January 2010
27 posts
Loved....
Class, Snow and Uncertainty
went to class and questioned….
are we still going out to Cassies B-day?
I texted Anna and asked… she said we were and
asked where i was so they could come get me…
I being surprised said Boon and awaited their arrival.
They came and we went… to the Art Cafe. It was my second time here now
but this time it was different because it was...
Be careful
so healing isn’t going to be easy
…..
I went to class happy as hell and came out content as
only God knows…
but while i was in there it was horrible i was just thinking
what the hell did i get my self into… i see this
is going to be one of my difficult courses at this school…
dag GOD okay i get it… Im listening
*Prince Corinth
Its over but just began
So this time i am going to do things right..
i cant keep on wanting change if i stick to my old ways.
If im striving to be restored and made new in Christ then somethings
got to give.
And that something is myself.
Realizing that i have to want this for myself is in my opinion a step closer
to my transformation in Christ.
No longer will i look at peoples walks with Christ and want what they...
A NEW CREATION
I thought I knew who I was,
I thought I knew who I was meant to be.
People told me who I was, so I took it in and
made my own Identity.
Living in this world trying to do it on my own
only made me end up all alone.
At least thats what i thought.
See now there’s this battle raging on inside
making me wonder on which team ill reside.
Is it the team that promises instant satisfaction or...
Damn Lies;
brokenbeautifully:
Damn Lies.
Making me remember what happened in the past.
Keeping me awake ‘till four in the morning.
While putting lies in my about the future.
Putting lies in my head about myself.
Putting lies in my head about someone special.
Putting lies in my head the friends I have.
Putting lies in my head about my salvation.
Putting lies in my head about stupid little things.
...
Sade and Anita →
When i listen to those two women sing
its then when i get angry how music has
taken a turn for the worst.
Creativity has most deff been a fail since the
90’s. Everyone now is trying to make a ” club banger”
or something “hot”. How about music that helps uplift, enlighten and inspire.
Instead of Degrading, slandering or just plain disrespectful…
Artists...
I saw my struggle on the R train today...
Got on the D train headed to downtown Brooklyn
had to get a few things for mommy
went into Target got what i needed and left.
Got on the train and there it was.
My struggle the thing, ive been fighting all along
sitting right infront of me… In my mind i said you have got be kidding me.
I looked but then looked in the other direction. My flesh fought but my heart fought back even...
Friend SHIP!
The waves were crashing through and through
but its going to be fine because im with you!
Something Established now and then
its okay because your my friend. I am yours too
don’t ever think less, because you appreciate me in my worst
and best. We live on this vessel….
The Friendship….
* Prince Corinthinan
Anticipating my Brokeness
I Wake up knowing that it could come any minute
It could hit me any second
Any day
Any hour
Any moment
But with me…
God wants me to be fully broken so he is going to take his time.
My problem is that I see what others have
and i become envious!
Whether it comes to Spiritual Freedom or Materialistic Bondage
i want it!
Not because i need it or because its good for me, but because...
I was Amazing last night in my Dream
So last night i fell asleep around the normal time of 3:00am
and i had a dream that i was dealing with some type of supernatural
type of force but i wasn’t freaked out or anything!
It was Amazing, i helped lead a group of people into safety, basically running the whole thing!
Then when i came back to bed, my friend Mary called me and told me that i had
these powers and i could control...
Im tired
I am so tired….
I sleep but i worry…
ill update later…
——Prince Corinthian
Eventful first week of 2010
so its 2:27 am and i am supposed to be asleep due to the fact i have a long day ahead of me. I got invited to go to a “National Black Leadership Conference”, in which me and about 5 other students from my school will be attending! Im so happy yet so tired! I have yet to pack my clothes and what have you! But i am still sitting here doing absolutely nothing. But i must say that i did...
I was up all night
talking my life away. Now i sleep.
Your Love for Me is...
Waking up everymorning
Seeing a new day
seeking more of you
Finding you in places i never knew you were
What a feeling it is to know that i am yours and
you are mine!
Your love for me is a breath of fresh air
Your love for me is way more than i could ever Imagine.
Your love for me is what allows me to keep on searching for you
your love for me makes me want to go deeper
your love for me...
Content
its about 7:32pm and im here in my bed. Today was a bit weird because i actually stayed home. I did not realize how much fun it is to be in your own house for a change. 1. you save money and 2. if your tired you can just go right to sleep! The Camp reunion is on Monday and I am more excited than ever! I cant wait to see the most amazing people that all help shape my summer into what it was. There...
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Never allow someone to be the priority in ur life when ur just an option in theirs!
Am I?
brokenbeautifully:
Am I beautiful?
Am I loved?
I don’t see myself as beautiful. No, I can’t see.
I see others as beautiful.
I’ve been brain washed.
I’ve been wounded deeply.
Pain, memories, words…
I want to know who I am.
Where I belong.
I desire to know who I really am.
How can I?
—-Shin—-
Tasting Colors →
Having Regret for the past isn’t too healthy i mean think about it whether not your happy with what took place or not it still happend and you cant physically go back and change it. But you can however take what was done give to God and be done with it, its only then you will be able to take that Regret and use it to the best of your advantage…and to further his kingdom.
still @ home facebooking my saturday away... →
Contemplating...
Its about 6:31 am and i am still up. I have no clue why i am, i mean I am so exhausted from a very eventful New Years eve but i still manage to be up and alert. So much so that i created this account! Yaya! Okay but seriously this year seems promising, i mean for me i have so much to sort out and deal with. But am i really willing to deal with all of my stuff, in order to clear the way for new...
